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yeah...2.4 is finally over...i took 15:33 min to finished it...quite sucky but nvm la...i'm only 7 sec to B....sianz...well i saw kor in a terrible state after tt...he was as white as sheet... last yr he was also having prob after the 5 items...but i still could take care of him...for example helping him fill up for water bottle...massage for him... though i remembered we also quarrelled last yr at tt time...but now, i see him unwell but i also cant step forward to help anymore...take care ok kor? ='(

he's angry with me...i feel that gunbound is really a jinx to me...we always end up quarrelling in gb...even when we were still together...i regret scolding him last time.. poor guy always gotta take my nuisance...but anyway he can dun take it oredi... he's angry and ignoring me..what did i do wrongly? even andrew didn't think i was at fault..( bof of us weren't at fault) only tt we always bicker over silly things...but nevertheless i still said sorry (which sum of the pple think i'm crazy) coz i was afraid he'll be unhappy... but he ignored me even if i apologised...how sad... we aren't even friends at all...we are the worse classmates...he enjoys to flirt wif danni..pris caught him borrowing her water when kenneth was just beside him...well, if u ask him anything, he'll probably say "we are just good frenz." " i'm not flirting." all these kinda things...but actually 90% of us think he's interested in her ba...though i acted as if it doesn't bother me.. but c'mon.. i'm not blind...i can see and i can feel...how sad. so maybe he flirts with one, i flirt with two =D lolx! crazy...but i haf no right to bother abt his business la...just feeling so hurt and cheated...i feel a sense of betrayal...it's time to get over wif it but i dont seem to be doing well -_-" what can i do? i hate myself...i hate cupid for making me fall in love with him..

why all guys see pretty girls will fall in love with them and forget who's really good to them? whats the point of dreaming of a beauty when u noe she wun lyk you...and u gave up sum1 hu really loves you...looks will change over time...feelings may not... bear that in mind guys... stop being a dreamer...people who goes for looks are childish... nvm..they will understand one day...

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